GRRRRRR!

Sorry in advance Vallyn, I know you are the only one who really reads this but it is kinda like a journal for me and I can't sleep, and I already told you most of this.

So my husband Kansas and I have been contemplating selling our house in Vernal and so we have been talking to a realtor. So I had Kansas call his sister Shasta and tell her this and that if we do sell the house that she will have at least 30 days notice and at least 24 hrs notice of the house being shown. we are not kicking her out and we have not even put the house on the market!! Her husbands Brother justin has been living with Kansas' brother Dakota and his wife Kassaundra as well as we have, he went to Vernal this past weekend to get his kids and wife and move them out here and there are now 11 people living here including kids! Crazy. any way back to the story so Shasta tells everyone half truths because she is all like poor me pity me. and so she tells Justin that we are kicking them out and that its not fair and crap that isn't even true. then when Justin gets back to here he says I just gotta tell you what your doing to them is totally fucked up and wrong blah blah blah. with out even asking our part of the story and then Kansas was like well im sorry you think that but they are total liers so you can think that all you want. and then explained waht is really happening. I had complained before he went to Utah about them sending the rent late and he was all like well they pulled weeds and made your yard look nice and you are just complaining so stop it but he of course added expletives in there. I was like you know what I do have a right to complain about that because when your a renter if your rent is late I can kick you out. also I told them that I appreciated the work they put into the yard. then he sid you do nothing but bad mouth them you even told me that you thought that shasta was going to breask your******* washing machine, she will prolly take better care of it than you. I was like NO you need to listen because I said that I told her it was ok if she used it but it is you break it you buy it and If i was using her machine I would expect her to hold me to the same standard. It took all my strength to not look and him and be like I don't care if you think its fucked up its our house and if we want to sell it we can and ya know what yeah yard work is hard but guess what if i were charging them what i would charge non family I would take care of the yard work. so kiss my fucking ass. Later I guess he apologized to Kansas for being rude or whatever but the Jack ass is not even man enough to apologize to me too. but i guess that is a jack ass for you.

on the brighter side of things we think we have found a lead on an apartment so we are crossing our fingers!! and praying real hard! because I don't think i can live with that ass much longer! :)

Grave Shift

So Kansas' schedule changes 2 weeks Days, 2 weeks Graves, and 2 weeks swing shift. I do not like graves I can not sleep at all.

This week when graves hit it didn't help that I was a week late so I was very hopeful that I was pregnant, and 3 hours before Kansas Had to go to work my period started and I started cramping!! grr!! We just got our insurance stuff and we are going to call them tomorrow and tell them what we want. Then in October we are going to go to Reno to go to the temple and to got to a PCOS specialist and see what we can do to help me loose weight and get fertile. and go shopping of course!

either way I do not like graves!!

Elko

So my SIL Kass and I and her girls Hazey and Xy Xy went to Elko on friday we left Battle mountain at 1:30 and got back at 11. so long freeking trip!In elko we went clothes shopping for Hazey because she starts school on Tuesday! (soo Happy for her its just pre K but still cool) she is going to be the most stylish girl there! then we went grocery shopping at Walmart got something to eat and went to smiths to finish up. I spent 15 bucks at Walmart I was soo proud of myself! then we went to smiths and I spent 120..... I started to freak out Kansas and I have never spent that much on groceries since we got married. I called Kansas and I was like so I went over budget but its ok because we had extra and we didn't pay for gas so I think we are OK. He said yes we should be just fine don't worry about it and he was right. Kass and I got to talk a lot during this trip and I really am starting to feel like I have a friend here. I hope this trend continues! I have a lot less stress now.

Nevada

Oh Nevada! How you stress me out! Moving always sucks! There is so much to do, too many decisions to make, and stupid people who make it all harder than it needs to be whether I am one of those people or not they are still stupid. For example the lack of money we thought we would be getting paid next Friday, but because of changes in the way they are getting paid we wont be getting paid until the 16th. grr. it makes paying bills a pain in the butt! Fortunately I was able to delay our insurance payment by a whole week. and we should be getting some money from my mother soon, but we still have to pay utilities off in Utah! grrr. I hate being tight on money not that its anything new but still stressful.

Right now we are living with family and that is no walk in the park either, I mean it could be worse but over all a pain in the freeking butt.

Choosing to sell our house or to rent it or what to do with it is a complete pain in the freeking butt.

To top it all off I miss our friends. I just want to scream and cry and cry some more.

Nevada

So we made it we are in Nevada!! I am soo tired and my emotions are like screaming to get out but I don't want to let them. I have had a constant headache since we have been in Nevada because of all of the freeking sage brush!

I have been looking for a birthing center in Reno and I can't find one unfortunately. On the other hand I have found and infertility clinic that specializes in treating PCOS and If i can get in there and figure out how to lose weight that would be awesome, first of all because I will be losing weight, secondly because weight loss boosts fertility.

Big NEWS!!/ Reunion

So Kansas got a job in Nevada so we are moving!!! How Freekin exciting is that?? We are moving at the end of the month! GOOD BYE staples! suck it! Packing totally sucks but oh well i will live!

2 weekends ago was the Hutchinson family reunion and including the nieces and nephews there are 19 people. We have done so many things. I love getting hugs and kisses from the nieces and nephews. Its so much fun. We love all getting together and sharing stories and laughing and learning.

I totally suck at blogging!

So today is July 5th 2011, My little brother is in Omaha Nebraska as of today which reminds me i need to check my email! anyway he is serving a mission for our church and is doing really well. he has written me 3 letters and my mom only one letter and my mom, wonders why she hasn't gotten the same amount of letters as me but I have written him every other day where as my mom has written like once or twice.

My mother and step father are living with Kansas and I for about a month and a half now and it is starting to take its toll on me because I want my freakin' house back and their crap is all over it. they are running up my utility bills and not paying them the way they should be paid and Its driving me crazy!!

Unfortunately the stress is taking a toll on Kansas' and My relationship, we are less connected and stressed out. We have been married for almost a year and have been trying for a baby for almost nine months. I really hope that we can afford to go out to salt lake for our anniversary, we need to have time that is just us and for us!

On the bright side my sister in law has come to stay with us for the summer and she is very helpful and I am glad she is here for the summer. All in all life could be worse and I am trying to see the bright side.